Negative a way out /oops! Navigate a way

When we allow a thought of doubt, ungratefulness, resentment, dislike, or even jealousy, we are giving way to the poison of the negative, in my opinion. This is a waypoint to receive more of the same back into our lives, No thanks, the first time the thought found its way into my head was enough, and I don’t need to relearn that. I really try to stop the thought when it comes, I say cancel, delete, and even clear, the moment the thought comes I get rid of it, send it on its way, To Quote Walter ( Jeff Dunham) Be gone Satan! If you saw it then it’s funny. Anyway, after that I try to say something like, thank you for sending that thought away, or I love you and thank you. I have even stopped and said Great Spirit thank you for testing me and showing what I do not want. We are great each and every one of us, It makes no difference what you were told as a child, or even as an adult, stop the negative in your life and you will be happier. Ok now comes the, easy for you to say, you don’t know what it’s like, and maybe you can but it’s hard, the kids, the time, the excuse. This will always be there until you take the helm and steer in the course you want your life to be on. The fact that this is not over night, will scare the H… out of people, heck even the idea will scare people off. It scares me to look back end see the way my life was, what was I thinking is all I can say! But I made a choice to change my life for me. It is hard at times and it will test your faith. I have a question, If your life is worth it then what are you waiting for. Have the faith in you, when you see where you want to go, then turn your vessel about and put it on course, bring on the unknown! This can be a big deal for most people; Lord knows it was for me. I truly believe I am worth it and so is my family. Because when I better my life I can share it with them. It is impossible to bring more into your life if you are not grateful for were you are right know. This is big, I still struggle with this. All the negative emotion is blocking the good things in life from coming to you. The negative can only bring you more of the same thought, the same vibration. I can change and I know there are people out there doing the same. We are all connected, I know when they are in the light, they are sending me the same energy. I can get to where I truly wish to be. I have an affirmation I use every day, with each breath out I send light into the world. I love this thought. Thank you for everything you do for me in your life and in mine whether you know it or not. If we all inspire our self then we can inspire others, if we all love our self then we can love others and so on. Thank you all for reading and the comments and for your life, thanks for sharing. I started with a blog on MySpace and had several people say you should do a blog post so I did and I have 1 follower, funny how this works in some places and not others, maybe I need to put more love into it, maybe more practice. I started this as a way for me to get a thought out of my head and then I can go back to read it, see what I thought and reflect on it, then I posted a few and I got a very positive response, so I do it more and more. Most of it is a ramble but I am not going for a Nobel Prize, Yet! I love life! Namaste!